Doing my best.

I am doing my best not to eat anything. Strictly liquids. I ran out of

egg drop soup because large pieces of eggs are left behind and of course

I only can have liquids. I know I don't have to eat liquids for the rest of

my life, because if that was the case I would have never chose this surgery.

I know I only have 5 days left and I can open up a can of tuna. Tuna is going

to taste like chicken tenders and fries to me lol. I am writing because I am

frustrated, irritated, aggravated and all of the above. I am keeping myself sane

by keeping bottles of water in my room and watching movies on Netflix.

So basically I'm holding myself hostage in my room, until I am able to eat

food again. I know it may sound stupid, but it's not, especially if you see food

in the refrigerator or if you smell food, it will get you unfocused in a minute.

That's why I think it's best if I stay in my room.