Depressed.

Today I feel depressed. It doesn't have anything to do with my weight. It's how I feel. I miss my Grandma so so so much. I wish I could drive around the corner to her house and chill out with her in the den. Those were priceless and fun moments. Although we were just sitting there watching tv or on the computer, it was still a good moment to talk to her and laugh with her. I have been strong this entire time, but I feel lonely. I have dismissed guys that have tried to talk to me, I don't text or call them back like I say I would...I just ..I don't care about them. I just want my Grandma back. That is all.

Feels good to take a full picture

without being ashamed.

I didn't realize how smaller I looked until this photo was

taken at work. I noticed that my ankles were smaller than

normal as well. Its going to take me a while to digest the new

me. I find myself going to the 3x rack and then I remember my

shirt size is now an XL. Awesome feeling.

No extenda belt!!

I would like to report, that I fit comfortably on the airplane. I am in Pennsylvania visiting family, and one of my things I hated to do while flying, was asking for an extended belt. NowI didn't have to do that with major planes like Airtran..but the rest of them I did. But this time I didn't. That doesn't cover the fact that I'm scared of heights though lol. I pray and go to sleep on the plane.

Sexy NERD

My first costume party. I never dressed up

for Halloween before. I think I may dress up

next year Lord willing, as well.

I can fit a Mudd shirt finally

I went shopping with my bf and she had me try on different things, she was excited for me. I'm happy
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